Pain

So much of it right now and all because of so many things;

1. All the problems my mum is going through
2. The fact that i feel i'm supposed to fail at life.
3. The feeling that i wish i had died when i was born.
4. My past mistakes that even now tear me up inside.
5. The immense lonliness i have.

I just want to curl up in a ball, forgotten and dead.